Basics
Name: May
Age: i8
Adopted: 08.05.2024 / i5
Species: Hyllus Diardi
Gender: male
Molted with me: 3 time(s)
Specials: 7 legs (grew back)
Passed: 05.12.2024
05.12.2024
ugh.. the little dude crossed the rainbow bridge as well... I thought I would have him longer. This is pain in the a$$ big time. May slowed down more and more and more until he was falling off the wall and never went back up again. I tried everything I could, but he passed the next day...
I'm just writing this entry now, on the 10th, I didn't feel too well the last couple of days because of May and other personal reasons. Its super frustrating to lose them every single time. I know their lifespan is short, but that was too short, he deserved better. I have a gut feeling I am doing 1 or 2 things wrong which is causing them to pass soon after adulthood and I'm looking into it more next year. I definitely want another spider friend and I want them to feel good in the home they're in. May's death felt wrong and maybe it wasn't my fault but I blame it on myself every single time a little friend passes, because I know they can reach a few years with good care. It hurts my heart.
Rest in peace
Have fun with Ori and Holly up in spiderheaven...